Kebanyakan orang yang aku tanye pasal rehabilitation center (rehab) ni mesti diorang akan jawab;
"Oh, pusat serenti dadah kan?"
"Oh, tempat untuk orang jahat jadi insaf kan?"
Aku pun tak sure ape rehab ni yang sebenarnye. Yang aku selalu paham, orang selalu refer rehab sebagai tempat kerajaan sediakan untuk penagih dadah supaya dia insaf. and satu lagi yang aku paham, tempat untuk penjenayah/criminals kena tangkap pastu diinsafkan atau diberi khidmat kaunseling di situ. tapi, lepas aku check balik, refer2 balik, rupe2nye ade banyak jenis rehab ni tapi yang paling famous drug rehabilitation (pusat serenti) and penology rehabilitation (for criminals).
Ape gunanya rehab ni? tempat nak hukum orang jahat eh? tapi kalau kita refer balik jawapan orang2 yang aku tanya tu, ada yang cakap supaya orang jahat jadi insaf. betul ke? jawapan aku sendiri pikir pun supaya orang yang masuk jadi insaf. betul eh rehab memang tempat khas untuk orang insaf? tapi, kalau macam tu, semua orang yang nak insaf boleh masuk rehab ni je. tapi bergantung juga, macam aku cakap tadi, serenti memang terang2 untuk orang yang hisap dadah dan penology center tu terang2 untuk orang yang buat jenayah mengikut undang2 negara masing2. tapi tak tau la kan tiba2 sekarang ada borang application nak masuk rehab untuk orang yang tak bersalah jugak, nak insaf punya pasal. Wallahu'alam. aku pun tak taw.
Tapi yang penting sekali aku nak cakap, motif untuk tempat rehab ni supaya mahu penghuni rehab tersebut INSAF. ya, insaf. Bagi kita ni? yang tak hisap dadah, yang tak buat kesalahan jenayah di sisi undang2 tetapi nak insaf gak kat mana? pergi jumpa kaunselor? dengar nasihat kat radio? minta pandangan dari kawan2? pergi masjid? macam-macam jawapan orang boleh bagi kalau nak cari tempat untuk menginsafkan diri, tetapi kalau nak senang, tak payah susah-susah bazir duit minyak, duit tambang nak pergi tempat2 yang disebutkan tadi. cadangan aku: indah tak sekiranya kita kembali kepada Pencipta kita, dengan meneliti kata-kataNya?
And when My slaves ask you (O Muhammad sallallahu 'alaihi wasallam) concerning Me, then (answer them), I am indeed near (to them). I respond to the invocations of the supplicant when he calls on Me. So let them obey Me and believe in Me, so that they may be led alright.
[Al-Baqarah (2) : 186] Sungguh! Allah itu dekat sahaja dengan kita sekiranya kita memenuhi perintah-Nya. Jadi, bacalah Al-Quran. kalau tak paham Arab, cari yang translation punya. bila kita baca Al-Quran sekali dengan memahami maksudnya, baru ada 'kick' dekat hati ini untuk insaf.
"Ada banyak ayat dalam Al-Quran. Mana satu yang boleh buat aku insaf?"
Kalau ikutkan aku, baca sahajalah dari Al-Fatihah sehingga surah An-Naas (khatam Quran sekali dengan translation). Tengok betapa banyaknya mesej2 yang menyayat hati dan menusuk kalbu khas untuk kita. Ya Allah, indah sungguh Al-Quran.
"Tapi aku tak ada time nak baca semua sekali. Tunjuk kat aku mana-mana surah yang betul2 boleh buat aku insaf!"
Kalau ikut pengalaman aku, (mungkin ada diantara pembaca ingin menambah atau share pandangan dipersilakan) cuba kita refer Surah At-Taubah.
Kenapa Surah At-Taubah? Intisari kandungan Surah At-Taubah ialah penerangan tentang musyrikin Arab yang telah mencabuli perjanjian dengan Rasulullah. Surah ini juga mendedahkan rahsia kaum munafik yang pura-pura Islam pada zahirnya, sedang mereka tetap kafir pada batinnya.
"kau nak kata aku munafik la ni eh?"
Pulak dah. Bukan nak kata hang munafik, tapi kebanyakan ayat-ayat Al-Quran yang berkisar tentang orang munafik adalah sangat pedas. Pedas tidak bermaksud untuk mengecil-kecilkan atau menghina orang yang termakan cili, namun supaya kita terasa, dan gentar dengan amaran Allah.
The believers are only those who, when Allah is mentioned, feel a fear in their hearts and when His Verses are recited to them, they increased their faith; and they put their trust in their Lord (Alone)
[Al-Anfal (8) : 2]
Sekiranya kita terasa or berasa gentar apabila dibacakan ayat Al-Quran, kenapa nak marah2?
"kau saja nak kenakan aku en?"
"Kau tak puas hati dengan aku ke sampai nak keluarkan ayat Al-Quran?"
Sepatutnya bersyukurlah sekiranya kita terasa apabila diabacakan ayat-ayat Allah. Itu menunjukkan hati kita ini masih ingat kepada Allah, masih takut kepada Allah dan masih menginginkan ampunan daripada Allah sebagaimana yang tercatit dalam ayat ke-2 Surah Al-Anfal ni. Kalau tak terasa atau tak takut langsung? Nauzubillahi min zalik. ternyata hati kita telah jauh dari Al-Quran sehinggakan amaran dari Allah tidak berasa gentar pun. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiuun.
Balik kepada perbincangan asal, iaitu ingin berasa insaf dengan membaca Al-Quran. Jadi, di sini aku nak selitkan beberapa ayat-ayat Allah dalam Surah At-Taubah yang mungkin membuat kita terasa (pedas) dan ingin bertaubat.
They have purchased with the Ayat of Allah a little gain, and they hindered men from His way; evil indeed is that which they used to do.
[At-Taubah (9) : 9]
With regard to a believer, they respect not the ties, either of kinship or of covenant! It is they who are transgressors.
[At-Taubah (9) : 10]
Say: If your fathers, your sons, your brothers, your wives, your kindred, the wealth that you have gained, the commerce in which you fear a decline, and the dwellings in which you delight are dearer to you than Allah and His Messenger, and striving hard and fighting in His Cause, then wait until Allah brings about His Decision (torment). And Allah guides not the people who are Al-Faasiqun (the rebellious, disobedient to Allah).
[At-Taubah (9) : 24]
They want to extinguish Allah's Light with their mouths, but Allah will not allow except that His Light should be perfected even though the disbelievers hate (it).
[At-Taubah (9) : 32]
O you who believe! Verily, there are many of the (Jewish) rabbis and the (Christian) monks who devour the wealth of a mankind in falsehood, and hinder (them) from the way of Allah. And those hoard up gold and silver [Al-Kanz: the money, the Zakat of which has not been paid] and spend them not in the way of Allah, announce unto them a painful torment.
On the Day, when that (Al-Kanz: money, gold and silver, the Zakat of which has not been paid) will be heated in the fire of Hell and with it will be branded their foreheads, their flanks, and their backs, (and it will be said unto them): "This is your treasure which you hoarded for yourselves. Now taste of what you used to hoard."
[At-Taubah (9) : 34-35]
O you who believe! What is the matter with you, that then you are asked to march forth in the Cause of Allah you cling heavily to the earth? Are you pleased with the life of this world rather than the Hereafter? But little is the enjoyment of the life of this world as compared to the Hereafter.
If you march not forth, He will punish you with a painful torment and will replace you by another people; and you cannot harm Him at all, and Allah is Able to do all things.
[At-Taubah (9) : 38-39]
If you ask them (about this), they declare: "We were only talking idly and joking." Say: "Was it Allah and His Ayat and His Messenger that you were mocking?"
Make no excuse; you disbelieved after you had believed. If We pardon some of you, We will punish others amongst you because they were Mujrimun (disbelievers, sinners, criminals).
[At-Taubah (9) : 64-66]
The hypocrites, men and women, are one from another; they enjoin (on the people) Al-Munkar (i.e. disbelief and polytheism of all kinds and all that Islam has forbidden), and forbid (people) from Al-Ma'ruf (i.e. Islamic Monotheism and all that Islam orders one to do), and they close their hands [from giving (spending in Allah's Cause) alms]. They have forgotten Allah, so He has forgotten them. Verily, the hypocrites are the Faasiqun (rebellious, disobedient to Allah).
Allah has promised the hypocrites - men and women - and the disbelievers, the fire of Hell; therein shall they abide. It will suffice them. Allah has cursed them and for them is the lasting torment.
[At-Taubah (9) : 67-68]
Banyak lagi sebenarnya dalam Surah At-Taubah tentang amaran Allah bagi mereka yang berpura-pura. tapi aku tulis yang di awal-awal sahaja. Yang selebihnya, korang sendiri buka Al-Quran, baca slow2, dan hayatilah. Sekiranya terasa gentar dalam hati, maka ingatlah, bertaubatlah kepada Allah, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penyayang.
Jadi, macam mana? Terasa tak? takut tak? Terasa hina di sisi Allah tak? Aku ada seorang kawan yang pernah berkata kepada aku:
A: Aku kalau baca Surah At-Taubah aku akan menangis.
Gua: Asal pulak?
A: Aku rasa seolah-olah macam aku kena marah dengan Allah
Terasa tak macam kita ni kena marah dengan Allah? Ada timbul rasa insaf tak? Wallahu'alam. tepuk dada tanya diri sendiri.
Say: "O Ibadi (My slaves) who have transgressed against themselves (by committing evil deeds and sins)! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah: verily, Allah forgives all sins. Truly, He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.
[Az-Zumar (39) : 53]
Bertaubatlah kepada Allah, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pemurah, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penyayang. Innallaha ma'as sobirin. Sesungguhnya Allah bersama-sama orang yang bersabar.
Hayati kandungan video ni beserta lyric-nya sekali
Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony
Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?
Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..
We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..
Akhir kalam, cadangan aku sahaja tapi terpulanglah kepada korang kalau nak buat atau tidak. Lepas baca post ni, ambil wudhu', kemudian berdiri untuk menunaikan solat sunat 2 rakaat. Selesai sahaja solat, ambil Quran sekali dengan terjemahan, bukak mana-mana page, kemudian baca dekat page yang korang bukak tu. Terkejut tak?
7 comments:
MasyaAllah, from time to time you're better in writing those advices, touching the dark side of my heart and wake me up from my old world simultaneously. I've been following your blog from the first entry. I've changed slowly in my own style I guess. but still some people classify me as 'someone that is too far from the light and I cant be rescued anymore'.....But it doesn't matter. To change, I cant do it at one time. its hard to let go our old life to bring a new life as a replacement.
I keep myself anonymously cause one day you'll know the true me. InsyaAllah. keep on writing for our own sake.
dear anonymous(above), don't bother of what people said about u.they won't accompany you during akhirat..people can't change in the very short period..so just do what you want to do..Allah will always be with us if we really want to be good..and don't stop pray to Allah..;)
-elynasulaiman-
dear anonymous, people may refer you as 'someone that is too far from the light and can't be rescued anymore', but after all, that's just the words from the people around you; a bunch of homosapiens who can't read the pure heart of yours seeking for the Truth. What about your Creator? He knows about you well, is it? He knows exactly what are you facing, correct? Open up your Quran, refer to Surah Ar-Ra'ad (chapter 13) verse 11. How is it? Does it ring something in your head? a gentle reminder, that's not the word from me, it is a word from Allah, your Creator the Exalted. Again, look for Surah Al-Kahf (chapter 18) verse 28. Be close to a group of people that always seek for Allah's blessing, day and night so that they can help you to seek for the Right Path. So, which do you prefer? Words from the people around you, or words from your God? A choice that will be decided by your heart someday and I pray that, your decision will be the one that will be guided by Allah's blessing. Insha Allah. Do pray a lot, read Quran always. My advice, read Quran at least a page per day with the translations. Do it not for me, but for Allah's sake and yourself; which your heart desires a brighter life. Insha Allah :)
Just like what miss elyna said, those people won't accompany you during akhirat. So seek Allah's help always. Jazakallahu khairan elyna sulaiman for a nice speech though. Really appreciate it. :)
Dear anonymous:
For Allah has said, we can only guide those to the right path, but only He can give you the hidayah. And the hidayah will be given to those who are sincerely seeking for His Truth. So do not fear, for He is always near, as quoted in this post.
What Zaid said was correct, about always referring to Allah's words. Whenever I feel lonely, angry, or frustrated, I'll always turn to the Qur'an. Although I didn't read the translations, but it always has a way to calm your heart, as these words are, in the end, a guide to which we should live our lives.
I watched a movie once, and a person quoted 'live your life as if God existed. In the end, if there is no God, you don't lose anything. But if there is, you gain everything.'
-jazakallah hu khairun
"And the hidayah will be given to those who are SINCERELY seeking for His truth"
Jazakallahu khairan to the latest anonymous. Nice quotation.
It (Quran) is for those who believe, a GUIDE and a HEALING.
[Fussilat (41) : 44]
owh. thanx for all the supports from everyone. at least i still have the opportunity to change. some people think that im not that bad, but deep at the bottom of my heart, I know where am i standing, collecting those sins, enjoying the 'immortal' world. but sometimes, I just stucked between two huge walls.
the first wall is the wall built by all the good people. the one who always pray, the holy servant of God, the obedient slave on this mother earth. They are good, sometimes the way of approaching people like me is a bit dissapointed. sometimes they discriminate me, myself for not attending any of the religion activities. sometimes, they demonstrates and express their feelings like 'hate me so much for the sins that I've done'. I've read something, that although the sinner is constantly let himself doing the mazmummah things, we are not supposed to hate him; but we are told TO HATE HIS BAD ATTITUDE NOT HIMSELF. but why should they hate me? or maybe I just a pessimistic person. Only God knows what is inside their mind.
well, another wall is concretely built by a so-so people. the one who are not constantly complete their obligation but at the same time enjoy doing the bad stuff. this bunch of people on the other hand sarcastically respond to my change. but i dont blame them. because they are not strong enough in terms of iman..
well, what can I say is I realize one thing. Muslims always lost apart from the actual track because they never appreciate the biggest gift to them; ISLAM itself, the religion.
keep on blogging!!
yeap. true. Muslims always lost apart from the actual track because they never appreciate the biggest gift from Allah to them.
keep on fighting mr anonymous!
:)
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